Yay...I love updating my journal.First thing first!Happy July Morning to all.Peace ! ^^ It was a weird July Morning for me tho.Usually I either welcome the 1st beams of the summer son on the roof or I don't welcome them at all.This time I was at the balcony.Smoking my 1st for July cigarette.It was very windy and the winds were playing with the smoke from it.Making all sorts of different shapes.Dunno why,but I felt as a child watching them and imagining what they look like.Imagination is a powerful weapon ^^The skies were gray,heavy with steel colored clouds.They were headed straight to the horizon,as if they were intentionally trying to ruin my July Morning >.< But my fears along with the clouds were broken by the 1st strands of light.The dawn came.I breathed out.Memories from the last school year,from the day spend in Varna,from every single important to me thing.And breathed in .Smoke.The 1st light of this summer.But it didn't feel right...Something is missing. Someone.Someones .But who cares This is gonna be one boring summer...